Hello Earth Angels,
This past weekend I had a test on how well I can keep my cool and not react. On Saturday night I was having a great time watching movies with my honey and we fell asleep on the couch. We recently moved into a townhome whose homeowners association has strict rules on overnight parking on the street. If you leave your car on the street immediately in front of your townhouse after 2am, your car will be missing when you wake up.
So of course, being the relaxed person I am.. I forgot to pull my car into the driveway before watching the movie. I remember the movie ended around 1am, but my honey and I were so comfortable on the couch we just fell asleep. We ended up waking up at 5:30am, and surprise surprise we forgot the car!
I open the front door and see that my car was towed. (These rules are ridiculous, but we chose to move there. I honestly felt like my car was stolen and was being held for ransom but that’s another story.)
My honey went to the bathroom, but I could feel myself questioning… should I be upset? should I be crying right now, my car was stolen! Should I be angry and yell? I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t know how to react. So I didn’t.
I think I looked towards my honey to see if he would react. He was cool as a cucumber, he has a way about him that is just chill. He handles his emotions well, mostly, and is not a reactive person in general.
I realized, I don’t have to cry and scream and ask the world “Why me!”. What is done, simply is done and the only thing I could do about it was go back to sleep, and pick up the car later in the morning.
I think this was an excellent lesson for me on this path. You do not have to react and be consumed by negative fear based emotions. Stay calm, and look at the situation in from a higher perspective. Breathe when you feel the old fear based emotions come up, and realize you are in charge not your emotions. Be aware of the emotions, and let them go. Reactivity is a low level vibration, here in the New Earth we are beyond that.
The School of Earth can be hard if you make it hard. Or you can just go with the flow of life and stay positive, and realize that none of this is real.
Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts. I love you.
Starseed. Empath. New Earth Angel.